I have been a fool for a long time now. And still am. I have taken some wrong decisions, did wrong stuff but lived on. I do look back and think that those decisions and things that I have done have made any difference. Sometimes they have. some times it was just another moment in life which we all recall to laugh, cry, feel sad or just use them as stories for our grand children.
The mistake will always remain with you no matter how old you grow or how much you repent. They will come back to bite you in the ass. No matter in what form but it will come back. Life is like that. I knew that day will come to me but never knew it will come so soon. My hot headness, stubbornness, rudeness and thinking I am always right is the reason for this. I don’t know if I deserve this or not but the situation I am in will either leave me battered or lonely in the end.
When one knows they have dome some one wrong and can’t do anything about it. They start to find company to support their relationship. It may be either support of near an dear or solace in a bottle of alcohol. For me it was always the lonely room and myself that comforted me.
Life teaches you a lot of lessons and this was taught to me. So teaching you guys for free. Remember when life teaches you a lesson the course fee is tears, pain, regret and heartache.
Its been exactly one year and I have not updated this page. The last time it was to wish you guys a new year. Looks like this time it’s for the same reason.
Wishing you all readers a happy new year 2013. Seems like the mayan calendar had a bug and no one bothered to fix it. Jokes apart, the reason for this post is my friends. I saw my blog open on one of friend’s computer screen, and I asked why is this open? His answer I love this site, why don’t you write more? So this post goes to you.
Speaking of friends, there are different type of friends, some are casual, some fast, so best and some no string attached ( if you know what it means *wink* *wink*). I have my share of friends and its the friends which makes a person. I was blessed with friends with who I learnt some valuable lesson of life, about girl, about birds and bees ( and world thinks its the parents who have a give a talk about this)
Birds and bees remind me of two thing courtship and marriage. A quick poll how many of you hated it when your roommate, colleague, flatmate keeps of yakking all night of phone and all you can do is watch. I had my fair share of the same. sometimes it was me who hated my friends on the phone and sometimes the roles reversed.
There are different roles one plays in their life, from a supporter to an arch rival, from a lover to a enemy, from a friend to a foe, from a shoulder to cry on to a elbow jab which make you cry. But one role is played by all of us and that is of a peer.
Peers lead to something called peer pressure. For those who don’t know what this thing is let me given you some hint. It is because of this you bought that new phone/iPod/ Car/ Home or you went to that play/ outing/ joint/ disco/ bar because all your friends are doing and you don’t want to stay behind in the rat race.
I am running a rat race of my self, in fact there are two of them. One is to earn more, and other is get my brother married so that I can also get married because all the cool guys are doing it.
New year has come and gone and its the month of Feb. The month of wishes. Its to wish the two people in life whom i wish “Happy Birthday” again. I am not sure if i can continue this tradition but i will try. But its time to wish “Happy Birthday Dear.”
Another News to add is that i just met with an accident. it was on the main road at 5 in the morning with the motor bike that my friend was driving. As it turns out there was no vehicle coming from behind else you wont be seeing this post but our obituary in the paper.
Here are the Medal of Honor
See u at the other side.
Its a quick post to wish every one of u Happy New Year. For those who want to go into specific then the order goes something like this those who were in touch with me in last one year (online, offline, a comment left on my blog or any other possible way) or those whom I have tried to contact in last one year (some of them come in both the groups) , then comes those who are in my thoughts or those for whom i am just a thought(hope so), and then comes every one in this world. please classify yourself but remember my wish remains the same for you all. The Wish is
“Live the life as if its the last day alive and Celebrates life as if there are thousands more years to spend.”
I know holiday season in US and UK are still few weeks away but here in India the leaves and holiday are in full swing. Starting from ganesh chaturthi (the Indian festival for the god of all things good) till holi (the Indian festival of colors), we indians are found in festive mood. so to continuing with the tradition i am off to my parent land for Diwali (The Indian festival of light). See you guys at the other side of my vacation. Till than stay happy the way u are or keep on cribing on your crappy life.. BTW its a 2 week vacation for me..