I have been a fool for a long time now. And still am. I have taken some wrong decisions, did wrong stuff but lived on. I do look back and think that those decisions and things that I have done have made any difference. Sometimes they have. some times it was just another moment in life which we all recall to laugh, cry, feel sad or just use them as stories for our grand children.
The mistake will always remain with you no matter how old you grow or how much you repent. They will come back to bite you in the ass. No matter in what form but it will come back. Life is like that. I knew that day will come to me but never knew it will come so soon. My hot headness, stubbornness, rudeness and thinking I am always right is the reason for this. I don’t know if I deserve this or not but the situation I am in will either leave me battered or lonely in the end.
When one knows they have dome some one wrong and can’t do anything about it. They start to find company to support their relationship. It may be either support of near an dear or solace in a bottle of alcohol. For me it was always the lonely room and myself that comforted me.
Life teaches you a lot of lessons and this was taught to me. So teaching you guys for free. Remember when life teaches you a lesson the course fee is tears, pain, regret and heartache.