Now coming back to the topic at hand it had got a single question but it can be used whenever you are bout to take an action. Let’s assume it’s calling ur girl friend everyday. Which reminds me I am still looking for one. And one day u two have fight. Now u are faced with the immortal question should I shouldn’t I? The above situation is purely hypothetical but there are many real life scenario where you should always ask your self should I shouldn’t I?

The said phrase is for those think twice before taking action. The kind who want to play it safe. Now for those who like to live on the edge here is new mantra for you I could and I would.
Here are the advantage of the above theory. Assuming you love someone and don’t have the courage then if you use the first theory you may have see her date and later marry someone else. But if you there are chances that you will be turned and humiliated so bad that you may not face your self.

So when it come to uncertain times first ask should I or shouldn’t I if you don’t get a answer go and ask some one else.

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Before i start let me describe, according to me,  ”who is a hypocrite?” Such person whose actions are not same as his/her thoughts. I am sure some of you will agree to this and some of you will disagree. I give a damn. but all of you must have met, known or live with a person like that. It may be your teacher who has taught you not cheat in exams but have cheated during exams or a friend who want all the help but never come forward when you need it.

I have also met, known and lived with such a person. I have know this person for long.  but this is not the one single person. i found them in all walk of life and some times i think that they have left a mark on me. such a deep mark that i have become some one like them.

My actions never speak what are my thoughts. and some times i think if this is correct? I have seen my self change from a obnoxious person to deep dark and cruel persona.

that was one of things that was on my mind and i feel good that its out of my system. Now to some things which i was doing for last few months.

I have booking ticket for whole of my family that includes my dad, mom, brother, uncle, grandmom, friends and myself. which made me think it would have better if have started a travel agency i would have got some money out of it .

The only good thing that i have done in past few months is that i have taught my dad how to check is his e-mails. For those whose dad’s are tech-savy think it like this. My dad is in a small village in bihar where broadband is yet to set its foot and computers are alien gizmo. The reason he had to learn how to check mails was because my family has started to search a bride for my elder and half of the parent sent a soft copy of “Bio-Data” .

and just to add to the list My travel mania has started, last month i was in hyderabad, next week i will be in mumbai that is (15th and 16th of oct) and from 22nd to 25 i am off to GOA.

rest later.

• February 5, 2011 -- Another Year, Another B’Day and a Accident (3)
• June 2, 2010 -- Lies, Lies and More Lies (9)
• April 14, 2010 -- Something Serious Called Life (0)

Another News to add is that i just met with an accident. it was on the main road at 5 in the morning with the motor bike that my friend was driving. As it turns out there was no vehicle coming from behind else you wont be seeing this post but our obituary in the paper.

Here are the Medal of Honor

See u at the other side.

• April 14, 2010 -- Something Serious Called Life (0)
• January 1, 2010 -- Puzzle (1)
• July 16, 2009 -- Best Laid Plans. (2)

Its a quick post to wish every one of u Happy New Year. For those who want to go into specific then the order goes something like this those who were in touch with me in last one year (online, offline, a comment left on my blog or any other possible way) or those whom  I have tried to contact in last one year (some of them come in both the groups) , then comes those who are in my thoughts or those for whom i am just a thought(hope so), and then comes every one in this world.  please classify yourself but remember my wish remains the same for you all. The Wish is

“Live the life as if its the last day alive and Celebrates life as if there are thousands more years to spend.”

• October 8, 2011 -- Being Hypocrite (0)
• June 29, 2011 -- Ads By Google. (1)
• February 5, 2011 -- Another Year, Another B’Day and a Accident (3)

• June 29, 2011 -- Ads By Google. (1)
• February 5, 2011 -- Another Year, Another B’Day and a Accident (3)
• June 25, 2010 -- And the Old one is Back (4)

This post all those thing which has happened to me in the past. Sometime it was friend, friendships and Marriage. This post is on my thoughts on the same.

First lets start with friends and friendship..

This is about 2-3 “persons” who came, left and repeated the process some more time.

First is this person who know almost everything about me, is a one my best friends and is there whenever i need someone. (isn’t it cool to have a person like this as a your friend). Something more about this guy, some of our family knows about us. We have known each other from our college days and he is my Dear Friend Pawan. Yeah this guy is infectious. Its like having a friend who will be on your side good or bad, joke with you, make you a joke but when it comes to friendship he keeps everyone in the same boat. BTW he celebrates his B’day on 11th Sep (i know the twin tower date but for me its pawan’s day) so this post is for you.

The second person is someone who has played the game of cat and mouse with me and as far as i know it will keep on going. Sa… I am not complaining but just stating a fact.

There is another thing which has been going on for some time for me now. Its called marriage. As it happens in the last year and half there has been a plethora of marriages happening around me. The list

• My college mates (including my roommate)
• My school mate (including 2 of 3 best friend. The 3rd one is allergic to marriage)
• Some All of my ex’s (as if i have tonnes of them )
• and my relative

And poor me that i have to attend some of them. The marriage were fun and i wanted to get married. But there is a big BUTT. But the only person i want to get married is not getting married, Padam (My elder bro).

I am sure most of you must be having some thoughts regarding all the 3 things i talked bout. Do let me know bout them.

• June 29, 2011 -- Ads By Google. (1)
• February 5, 2011 -- Another Year, Another B’Day and a Accident (3)
• October 29, 2010 -- Holiday Season (0)

Dear Miss (or should i call u Mrs) unknown to me,

It was nice to have known you by so many names, email id’s and numbers. It was my mistake to have believed that people met on internet are real and may be they will let you know all about themselves. In most of the cases people online told me who they are and what they do. But as it turns out you were different. You were scared that people may misuse your identity, so you never told anyone as to who you are. You wanted to know everything about me but never told me a single thing about except obscure details like having a large family and stuff.

Just as it turns out i still don’t have much info on you but whatever info i have is more than enough to “think” some of the stuffs what you have told is all lies and thank you for that. I Hope that i will know little more bout u soon and it wont be a bag of lies or obscure truth.

Regards,

Santosh Kumar.

• October 8, 2011 -- Being Hypocrite (0)
• February 5, 2011 -- Another Year, Another B’Day and a Accident (3)
• April 14, 2010 -- Something Serious Called Life (0)

Tension is a feeling of worry and anxiety which makes it difficult for you to relax. Noun (uncountable) also N in pl

I am also in the state of the same, though not always but at times.

Some of such moments are/were,

1. It turns out that my killing rate has hit its all time low and I came to know of that while playing Max Payne and During office hours when I have to kill time
2. I am sleeping for 30-45 minutes after lunch @ office where as in past it was between 1 – 1.5 hours.
3. I own 3 mobiles and 5 mobile numbers out of which i am using just one of each.  (these don’t include the one i have lost.)
4. My MBA plan is  down the drain. No B-School is ready to offer me a seat.
5. I used to earn the max among my friends and suddenly i am the least earner among all of us.
6. and another Birthday and the party sharks are already at the door.
7. My drinking and smoking habits are a hard to quit.
8. I am still in search for a GF.
9. and those which i had think that i am good at flirting than actually falling in love.
10. I am losing hairs faster than any bollywood movies are losing viewers.
11. and gaining weight faster than the number of shopping mall opening in your locality.

Those who are thinking when was my birthday it was on 29th may.

PS-> the google talk gadget is now working.

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Prelude: I have been asked by one of my few readers to write about “My take on life” so here you go my “Anonymous Reader.”

For most of you know I was born in a small village in Bihar (we are yet to get a broadband connection in there).  Have done primary schooling from Patna, High school from Dehra Dun and Engineering from Bangalore. Presently working for peanut at a software company in Bangalore.

I have tried to take life really seriously and always thought what to do about it. For instance the time when I finished my class 12 (Yes I used to wear school dress and was still a virgin from the thing called college), I knew that I will do something in Computers but what to do was the question.  Some of the option I had were doing LEVEL ‘C’ course from DOEACC or a B.S.C. in Computers if any college’s form is available after my results are declared.

The above story gives us 2 lessons.

• Lesson 1. Always have a back up plan, No matter how obscure it is. (Like Doing DOEACC in my case)
• Lesson 2. Chances are there that you will chose a plan which is not in the list (I have done Engineering)

Let me tell you guys another story. During the final year in college days  days (don’t i sound like some old learned dork, Though old and dork are true I am still skeptical about learned), it was the time of final project demo to the college. As the chance had our Head of Dept. was there. During our demo he started to screw with us by telling other lecturers that he has already seen project made by us in his previous college. At last i lost my patients and gave him a earful. The result we were allotted the least marks among the group.

Lessons Learnt were

• Lesson 1. Boss is always right
• Lesson 2. If accused, never ever tell the truth and make sure that the other person cant find the truth.

Now comes my last experience in the list. During my first year at my first job. The V. P. (Technical) of my company caught me surfing Orkut. At that time orkut was blocked in my organization. There were meeting and talk and discussion. All filled with accusation and counter accusations. On my part I defended myself by using the terms like lack of motivation, organizational behavior and interpersonal communication (in short all the crap what was fed to me during induction). The final effect, I was fed the crap once more and relived of duties for not including those crap during my stay at the company.

Lessons

• Lesson 1. Never use the tricks on the teacher who taught them.
• Lesson 2. Study the environment before you do anything stupid. (Had i have seen the VP coming my screen would have shown c++ code other than orkut)

• February 5, 2011 -- Another Year, Another B’Day and a Accident (3)
• January 1, 2010 -- Puzzle (1)
• July 16, 2009 -- Best Laid Plans. (2)

Just for the records, I am done with two of my interviews for MBA, as you have come to know from last post. There is another one on 30th of this month. I would be needing all the luck to crack this one. cos its the toughest interview & best college that i have been called from.typed on mobile during power cut.

• October 8, 2011 -- Being Hypocrite (0)
• February 5, 2011 -- Another Year, Another B’Day and a Accident (3)
• June 2, 2010 -- Lies, Lies and More Lies (9)