I have been a fool for a long time now. And still am. I have taken some wrong decisions, did wrong stuff but lived on. I do look back and think that those decisions and things that I have done have made any difference. Sometimes they have. some times it was just another moment in life which we all recall to laugh, cry, feel sad or just use them as stories for our grand children.
The mistake will always remain with you no matter how old you grow or how much you repent. They will come back to bite you in the ass. No matter in what form but it will come back. Life is like that. I knew that day will come to me but never knew it will come so soon. My hot headness, stubbornness, rudeness and thinking I am always right is the reason for this. I don’t know if I deserve this or not but the situation I am in will either leave me battered or lonely in the end.
When one knows they have dome some one wrong and can’t do anything about it. They start to find company to support their relationship. It may be either support of near an dear or solace in a bottle of alcohol. For me it was always the lonely room and myself that comforted me.
Life teaches you a lot of lessons and this was taught to me. So teaching you guys for free. Remember when life teaches you a lesson the course fee is tears, pain, regret and heartache.
Its been exactly one year and I have not updated this page. The last time it was to wish you guys a new year. Looks like this time it’s for the same reason.
Wishing you all readers a happy new year 2013. Seems like the mayan calendar had a bug and no one bothered to fix it. Jokes apart, the reason for this post is my friends. I saw my blog open on one of friend’s computer screen, and I asked why is this open? His answer I love this site, why don’t you write more? So this post goes to you.
Speaking of friends, there are different type of friends, some are casual, some fast, so best and some no string attached ( if you know what it means *wink* *wink*). I have my share of friends and its the friends which makes a person. I was blessed with friends with who I learnt some valuable lesson of life, about girl, about birds and bees ( and world thinks its the parents who have a give a talk about this)
Birds and bees remind me of two thing courtship and marriage. A quick poll how many of you hated it when your roommate, colleague, flatmate keeps of yakking all night of phone and all you can do is watch. I had my fair share of the same. sometimes it was me who hated my friends on the phone and sometimes the roles reversed.
There are different roles one plays in their life, from a supporter to an arch rival, from a lover to a enemy, from a friend to a foe, from a shoulder to cry on to a elbow jab which make you cry. But one role is played by all of us and that is of a peer.
Peers lead to something called peer pressure. For those who don’t know what this thing is let me given you some hint. It is because of this you bought that new phone/iPod/ Car/ Home or you went to that play/ outing/ joint/ disco/ bar because all your friends are doing and you don’t want to stay behind in the rat race.
I am running a rat race of my self, in fact there are two of them. One is to earn more, and other is get my brother married so that I can also get married because all the cool guys are doing it.
First of all happy new year to all of you. I know I am late but what can you expect from a person who had written just 5 post in the last year.
Now coming back to the topic at hand it had got a single question but it can be used whenever you are bout to take an action. Let’s assume it’s calling ur girl friend everyday. Which reminds me I am still looking for one. And one day u two have fight. Now u are faced with the immortal question should I shouldn’t I? The above situation is purely hypothetical but there are many real life scenario where you should always ask your self should I shouldn’t I?
The said phrase is for those think twice before taking action. The kind who want to play it safe. Now for those who like to live on the edge here is new mantra for you I could and I would.
Here are the advantage of the above theory. Assuming you love someone and don’t have the courage then if you use the first theory you may have see her date and later marry someone else. But if you there are chances that you will be turned and humiliated so bad that you may not face your self.
So when it come to uncertain times first ask should I or shouldn’t I if you don’t get a answer go and ask some one else.
Note:- The post has got no relation to being human campaign run by salman khan except the resemblance of name.
Before i start let me describe, according to me, “who is a hypocrite?” Such person whose actions are not same as his/her thoughts. I am sure some of you will agree to this and some of you will disagree. I give a damn. but all of you must have met, known or live with a person like that. It may be your teacher who has taught you not cheat in exams but have cheated during exams or a friend who want all the help but never come forward when you need it.
I have also met, known and lived with such a person. I have know this person for long. but this is not the one single person. i found them in all walk of life and some times i think that they have left a mark on me. such a deep mark that i have become some one like them.
My actions never speak what are my thoughts. and some times i think if this is correct? I have seen my self change from a obnoxious person to deep dark and cruel persona.
that was one of things that was on my mind and i feel good that its out of my system. Now to some things which i was doing for last few months.
I have booking ticket for whole of my family that includes my dad, mom, brother, uncle, grandmom, friends and myself. which made me think it would have better if have started a travel agency i would have got some money out of it :).
The only good thing that i have done in past few months is that i have taught my dad how to check is his e-mails. For those whose dad’s are tech-savy think it like this. My dad is in a small village in bihar where broadband is yet to set its foot and computers are alien gizmo. The reason he had to learn how to check mails was because my family has started to search a bride for my elder and half of the parent sent a soft copy of “Bio-Data” .
and just to add to the list My travel mania has started, last month i was in hyderabad, next week i will be in mumbai that is (15th and 16th of oct) and from 22nd to 25 i am off to GOA.
New year has come and gone and its the month of Feb. The month of wishes. Its to wish the two people in life whom i wish “Happy Birthday” again. I am not sure if i can continue this tradition but i will try. But its time to wish “Happy Birthday Dear.”
Another News to add is that i just met with an accident. it was on the main road at 5 in the morning with the motor bike that my friend was driving. As it turns out there was no vehicle coming from behind else you wont be seeing this post but our obituary in the paper.
Here are the Medal of Honor
See u at the other side.